A year to embrace or a year to be careful around?

Good morning
Okay, so I usually write when I shouldn't, so this does not come as a surprise. 
The year is about to end and I have to admit that I feel somewhat frightend...what is laying before us? I don't know. 
To me my future is a mess. I have no job, and I am lousy at finding one. I have not enough confidence that I am able to attend the school I want, I wish I knew what school that was...
The thing I know is that I want to take up studying soon. 
I don't want to go around, unemployed for another year...I lose my disciple which is now as big as the head of a pin!
The least I could say is that I am frightend. 
I am in a hurry to start my life, I don't know if that is a good or bad thing but it sure feels like it is a bad one...It is like I am rushing to the goal without making the necessary stops... 
I also feel confused, which does not come as a surprise either. I need to have a structured life to make the most of it. That is what I feel now. 
Sometimes I wonder if the best thing to do is to study away from home...where I only have myself and focus on school instead of having all these kind of distractions around me. 
Maybe that plan is lacking...I mean, I could handle school before and get decent grades...I don't know, there is alot to think about and alot of decisions to make. 
One thing I do know is that there are alot of changes laying before me that I have to make.

Just some thoughts that is going around in my head at the moment. I feel that it is better to write them out and process them, maybe that will make things become even a little bit clear?

Over and out, Emma.

Sleep time, right?

Good night/Good morning!
I found lots of fun memes at DeviantArt so I just had to do one(or two). So now I'm working at a Harry Potter meme XD This is as far as I have come

1. Who are you and which house do you belong to?
2. Who is your favorite HP character?

3.And who is your least favorite character?
Haha I hope the third picture will come out well XD But I have lots of things left to finish on this meme, there are 12 "questions".

I think I must go to sleep now. Over and out, Emma.

Separation did not know about me

Good day!
Haha I am a sucker for memes, sorry.

1. Put Your iTunes on Shuffle. (I used Party Shuffle, cuz Shuffle isn’t really “random”)
2. For each question, press the ‘next’ button to get your answer. (or listen to each song, like I did.)
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! (except if it is a classic song)
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

What do your friends think of you?
蝉時雨, by ムック

(Shemishigure) Okay...I don't know what that means but GoogleTranslate tells me it is "Outburst of cricket chirping"...I wonder if that is right, if so, am I a chriping cricket? XD

If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
Cahtarsis Inst., by Outsider

Haha if I would have written this in swedish I would have said "Goddag yxskaft"
How would you describe yourself?
남자답게 , by Outsider
(meaning= Man) HAHAHHA am I really that masculine?

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Dress, by Abingdon Boys School
HAHA so I like anyone dressed in a dress? XD

How do you feel today?
So it's over, by Weeping Willows
...actually, I am quite satisfied

What is your life’s purpose?
Shopaholic, by Epic High
Okaaaay haha and I am considered to be pretty good at scraping my money

What is your motto?
대경성, by 서태지
(Daegyeongseong) ...again, I don't know the meaning. But I guess it is a pretty good answer, it confirms my slug brain which does not want to share with the rest of my being, result; confused

What do you think about very often?
The Day That I Die, by Good Charlotte
It is a pretty good answer actually, I am not suicidal or anything but I do think about death quite alot. I am pretty paranoid, thinking about different scenarios which I am being hurt in my daily life

What is 2 + 2?
Geumja's Prayer by Yeong-wook Jo
Hmm...I think it is to abstract for me to understand the meaning..or maybe...it is the amount of prayers she got...? No I believe she got more..

What do you think of your best friend?
Set Me On Fire, by Pendulum
...so I got the hotts for one of my friends? I think I would know that I that was the truth XD

What do you think of the person you like?
Imagine, by Mosaic Whispers
That's good...a person that doesn't even exist!

What is your life story?
Face Off (Feat. Mc Sniper), by Outsider
iTunes really love Outsider, doesn't it? So it means I am revieling my all? Or something? Or that I am living in a lie?

What do you want to be when you grow up?
160 (Feat. 捞荐辟), by 은지원
...I turn another direction..?

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Afraid this time (Detroit 2000), by Cellweller
HAHA XD That doesn't sound promising at all!

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Therapist (Feat. Illinit), by Outsider
(As I said, iTunes really like Outsider!) ...the only thing I can say that it is not a ordinary wedding song XD

What will they play at your funeral?
Rainism Remix, by Rain
If anything this is a true misfit!

What is your hobby/interest?
High Skool Dropout (반항하지 마), by Epik High
Ha. Ha. Ha. this ain't promising! I guess it means I am going to drop out of University?

What is your biggest fear?
小さな窓, by ムック
(Chiisana mado = Small window) .___. ...I don't know what to say...really

What is your biggest secret?
The Present, by K.Will
So I AM living in a lie? Or what are you going at iTunes?

What do you think of your friends?
난 행복해 , by Outsider
(Meaning= I'm Happy) You got this one right iTunes :D

What will you post this as?
이별 몰랐던 날, by 케이윌 (Meaning= Separation did not know about me) haha okay I'll change it! Though it sounds like I am a unknown child of divorced parents...

You learn something everyday, iTunes like Outsider!

Over and out, Emma.

Harry Potter meme

Good Evening/Good Night

I found this meme for a couple of seconds ago at DeviantArt, lovely site, and got the feeling that I just had to do it!

So here we go!

GRYFFINDOR:
[x]You’ve never done illegal drugs.
[ ]You have a lot of friends
[ ]You get along with everyone
[x]You haven’t made fun of someone for at least two months
[ ]You love soccer
[ ]You love baseball
[x]You’re into writing and art
[ ]Favourite music genre is pop rock
[x]You believe in “innocent until proven guilty” theory
[ ]One of your favourite colours is red or gold
[x]Good grades at school
[ ]One of the worst things you can do is lie
[x]You plan on going to college/university

TOTAL: 6


HUFFLEPUFF:
[x]You’re content with mostly everything in your life right now.
[x]You laugh a lot
[ ]You like to follow trends
[x]Politics suck
[ ]You love to swim
[ ]Water polo is awesome
[ ]Pink is one of your favorite colors
[ ]Black is morbid & depressing
[ ]You’re an optimist
[ ]You’re completely straight edged
[ ]You’re very emotional
[ ]Rap, R&B, & hip-hop is your favorite music genre
[x]You don’t believe in going steady at a young age
[x]You’ve made fun of at least one person this week

TOTAL: 5


RAVENCLAW:
[x]You’re depressed to a certain extent
[x]You love to read
[x]You appreciate theatre & arts
[ ]Sports suck
[x]You’re shy
[x]Loyalty is the MOST important thing in a relationship.
[ ]Hate is completely unneeded
[ ]Indie is your favourite genre of music
[x]Every once in awhile you have little anger outbursts
[x]Lying is sometimes okay
[x]Blue is one of your favorite colors
[ ]Serious is better than funny

TOTAL: 8


SLYTHERIN:
[ ]There’s at least one person you hate
[ ]Basketball is a good sport
[ ]Football is amazing
[x]Black is cool
[x]You’ve lied about something serious
[x]You’re a very deep person
[ ]You have considered suicide
[ ]Very loyal
[ ]You like metal
[ ]They make school seem more important than it is.
[x]You’re scared to grow up.
[ ]You’ve done drugs in the past month
[ ]Anger is one of your primary feelings.
[x]You have trust issues.
[ ]Guilty until proven innocent.

TOTAL: 5

Hahah I got Rawenclaw XD not a surprise, I always get that on tests! Okay, unnecessary entry!

Over and out, Emma.